Since we gave up living on our sloop and moved into the city, I began working for Weight Watchers as a meeting room receptionist, and recently took on another role as a 24/7 Chat agent. And even though I am surrounded by members, program materials, and program tools... I confess that right now I am struggling with my weight.
I am 5 feet and 10 inches tall. I like to weigh between 139 and 141. According the the Weight Watchers guidelines, someone my height should weigh between 139 and 163.
Over the past couple of years, since training for and running a half-marathon in May of 2013, I have put on about 12 pounds. I manage to knock off a couple here and there but always put it back on, and right now, after coming back from a vacation during which I spent 17 days on a cruise ship, my weight is the highest it has been since the beginning of 2006. I am not a happy girl. I have been trying to ignore it and just hope it will go away. I know that is not realistic and it is time for me to get back on plan, and seriously. It is not easy for me to face that... much harder to disclose it publicly. But I feel I must in order to make it realy sink in and help motivate me to stay the course and get back to my happy weight..
I have experimented with other programs. I have done the 21 Day Fix, and I have joined online Facebook challenge groups. I manage to stay with them for a couple of weeks, but find the requirement to take and post pictures of my meals and workouts quite time consuming and eventually annoying. I did a 3 Day Refresh... a 'detox' of sorts. I have tried carb cycling, and recently started tracking calories and macros again, this time with My Fitness Pal... and I have read countless other diet books... all the while knowing that there is a program right in front of me that works.
It is me that is no longer working the program. I have been working out regularly... that is not an issue. I do strength training and full bodyweight workouts. I run, I do yoga and Pilates. I play tennis and swim. I walk everywhere, sometimes for hours. And what all of this activity has proved to me is that you cannot OUTWORK a bad diet. Yes, working out burns calories and it helps build muscle and give you shape, it does not give you the freedom to eat and drink too much. Sooner or later it all catches up with you.
Now, I do understand that for my height, I am not overweight. I have a BMI of just over 22. But for me, it is not only too much weight, it is also an indication that I am not paying attention to my health and to my body's fuel/nutrition needs. I feel bloated and my clothes are getting a bit tight. I am uncomfortable. And it is how I feel that is driving me to make the commitment to fix it.
So, today is the beginning of a new phase in my life. First of all, I am forgiving myself for getting to this point and putting all of the guilt behind me. I am getting out all of my Weight Watchers tools. I am re-reading my program materials. I am counselling mysef the way I do my members in getting back to basics... to weighing and measuring... to tracking/journalling my day's food intake and activity output... to drinking my water. I am starting anew.
WW program guides and tools.
Measure cups and spoons... the scale is not from WW.
So what does a day's food look like when on the Weight Watchers program, when one is counting Points Plus Values?
Based on my sex, my age, my height, and my current weight, my Daily Points Plus Target is set at 26. That means I need to eat 26 Points Plus worth of food each day in order to meet my nutritional requirements. (And yes there are Good Health Guidelines as to how that target should be spent on the various food groups.) I also have a Weekly Allowance of 49 (although I am imposing a personal limit of 35) and if I exercise, I earn Activity Points, that I may add to the Weekly Allowance if I so choose. This allowance is discretional... I can use none, some, or all of it, as I choose, and each week it refreshes. Use it or lose it.
Here is how my day went on Sunday, May 31st.
Shakeology Waffles with mixed berries and sugar free pancakes syrup
WW P+ = 3
Huge salad of mixed greens with chicken breast and fat free dressing
WW P+ = 4
Fat Free plain yogurt with a bit of Stevia and frozen cherries
WW P+ = 1
Afternoon Snack 2:
Baby Bel cheese
WW P+ = 2
Wine while making dinner:
2 - 4 oz. glasses of red wine
WW P+ = 6
Black bean spaghetti with olive oil and parmesan shreds
WW P+ = 7
Banana with chocolate PB2
WW P+ = 1
I did a 5 km run (35 minutes) this morning which earned me 6 AP.
Daily Total = 24
Remaining WAP = 35
Remaining AP = 6
According to My Fitness Pal:
Calories 1264; Protein 105g; Carbohydrates 129g; Fat 30g; Fibre 25g
A pretty good day. My motivation is high and this amount of food definitely kept me satisfied throughought the day... probably because I have been overeating the past couple of days and am still feeling somewhat full from that.
I will keep ya posted on my progress!